Wednesday, February 2, 2011

I Ponder

"I Ponder"
-by Dan Puskar 2004

I sit amongst my shattered dreams
and ponder what existence means
I think of days and times gone by;
a thought of bluer, clearer skies
When I'd never known regret
and had not known what deception meant
Before the ill had me consumed
Before my life had known such gloom

I find it strange to just conceive
that there are those who plot and scheme
vacant souls who lurk amongst
with wicked goals and forke'd tongues
When all that I with truth desire
is to lift my spirit higher
and live in freedom, free from strife
avoid the souls who plague my life

The Fox

"The Fox"
-Dan Puskar 2011


He loved her dear
and always had
Through her fear
he held her hand
Through her pain
he eased her heart
caressed her kind and kissed her heart

And she loved him
with all she was
Gave her heart and soul because
no other man could make her see
the joy in life he gave for free
This man to her was destiny

So they danced the dance of love
entwined as one whole being of
a unique source of glowing joy
that fuels meek angels God employs
A love that lights the sun and stars
consuming all of what they are
And to them came the joy of light
born to bring their love to heights

Embracing such a divine fate
never known at any date
so complete was their joy
that ne'er did they e'er employ
an evil thought or wrongful deed
They knew no hate and bore no greed

Blind to malice, deaf to worry
neither one knew meaning fury
And such were they in state of bliss
they radiated love as this
They shone and glowed a light of graces
and so it showed upon their faces
It rang with Truth upon their words
their love that soared and wheeled like birds

But though their glee defined their skies
it did in turn destroy their lives
for upon them fell an evil curse
from vile lips through wicked words
A satanic spectre spied their joy
and saw that they must be destroyed
As evil does, so evil deeds
fueling hate with wicked seed
Upon the man and woman fell
a black, unholy, evil spell

Out amongst the trees one day
man and woman deemed to play
Picking flowers, singing songs
Not foreseeing ill or wrong
When unto them there came a fox
with ruddish coat and pale white socks
It spied them with a manner gentle
appearing of a pensive mettle
It stood and watched them from a distance
entranced by beauty in an instant

They did not know the beast was there
and did not feel its frozen stare
for the beast was not of Earth
but of Hell, of demon birth
In guise of fox that all could see
dwelled a haunted, evil entity
The creature's spirit it had drained
and thieved it's body and it's brain
and while they slept upon warm ground
without a warning or a sound
She murdered both as they did sleep
and their love did evil reap


-Dan Puskar 2011

This Epoch


"This Epoch"
by Dan Puskar - 1994


The pale realm where man resides
is undoubtedly the sphere
where love would die
pragmatic spectres toil mundane
in a sad, forgotten, opaque refrain
Sailing on seas of regret and mire
forgotten souls drift in endless tire
never to taste the lips of fate
but kiss of breath disconsolate

Labyrinthic, anesthetic, pathetic course
destined to nourish and breed remorse
engaging the minds of men in doom
and infecting the heart of love with gloom
Brought upon this land disease
that kills the earth, the sky and seas
for Heaven's Eye percieves this pain
as man's own gift to bile and flame

Spritely figures dance and sing
embrace the joy and light of spring
Behold this world as precious sod
and light of heart they merge with God
They feel caressed and charmed by life
feel no worry, bear no strife
But suffer persecution still
by the faceless, soulless, nameless ill

To what end existance bears our seed
A burdened journey weighed by greed
Beset by plague, bereaved by love
because of deeds we're guilty of
Continents of men view destiny
on worlds anew in blackest sea
How bold this plan to voyage far
though we know not who or what we are

We do not see the shardes of light
encompass wisdom enough to fight
our own destructive instinct or
that which we ourselves deplore
Perceive as base, condemn as ill
and go on living in our swill
Continue to idealize and
dream of realms to 'civilize'

Yet man as such can never see
what the folly of his thrust might be
Not deities but mortal souls
whose ignorance and failures toll
Forever grinding into mist
where no sound nor light nor texture is
Blind and deaf, this stumbling race
spins on endlessly through space

Born again to err and try
the bounds and bonds of mortal skies
Karmatic cadences drum and chime
as God and Earth condemn with time
And human nature is to own
as steel and fire is to bone
Romances too, though sweet and tender
are no oasis from this splendor

Love is such that all mankind
persues its bonds and gifts sublime
And though it's tethers distill a joy
what dreaded poisons it does employ!
To what length love engages deep
pleasant hopes that would but sleep
And how it pains and murders those
who plunge into it's baleful throes

But trials of such a mild nature
are deserving of no more a stature
than childs play or tales for girls
in such a hateful, war-like world
Of more concearn is money earned
Love forgotten, beauty spurned
When death is king and conquest queen
romance fails to mean a thing

Centuries of thoughless, idle
submission without doubt or trial
have condemned these sordid masses
who could only appear as asses
in eyes of God and view of self
if perception ever lent a well
of wisdom for this tomb of minds
we in folly have defined

Were their truth without dispute
and vision of divine repute
for justice to be uniform
amongst this torrid human storm
Then the most apparent lie
that Enlightenment would spy
is sociatal charade
and authority's inept facade

It seems that they who only see
success in fame and revere
are those deserving less a fate
than those content to vascillate
For those who live a life of ease
more likeley spread a fell disease
While those who seek approving eyes
are more the ilk to harbour lies

The like of those who will not bend
to wills of iron evil sends
who stand against the flow of all
that contradict the great and small
are children of a Greater Plane
and so are subject to great pain
An injury that pierces through
the flesh and soul of Strength and Truth

Birthed by ill our societal swill
takes root in days when the mercilessly killed
were just and true, free and one
amongst this Earth, the stars and sun
Accused and cursed, burned and buried
for union with God these innocents harried
And with them died the sweetest words
that may have saved this sad, drab world

Fate

"Fate"
-Dan Puskar 2002

The twists and turns; dips of fate
lead my pen unto this page
it leads my thoughts to higher planes
my restless soul this world does tame
I learn through trial: curb my mind
express my thoughts and wishes kind
for my heart, it bleeds with care
for all my fellow humans there
my heart does ache for those who pain
I pray for them with this refrain

I try to seek a truth beyond
to which my seeking soul responds
a light that bathes this world to see
that Spirit is the only me
The only me, the only us
the only difference is our husks
and with this truth there comes a task
that our Holy Spirit asks
treat your brother as thou wouldst
for in his place you may be put

And to this end I contemplate
and will my heart to joy create
for brother, sister and for all
For those who stand and those who fall
For those who have and those who need
For those who kneel on ground and plead
for mercies that they are denied
regardless of their volumes cried
and pray to God to then create
a far more pleasant, graceful fate



-Dan Puskar 2002